Seriously. My brother is a senior (for those of you who don't know) and so next year he will be 7 1/2 hours away. I don't know what I'm going to do without him. He's seriously the best big brother in the world. I always go to him for advice and he makes time to listen to me and help how he can. I'm going to miss him SO much. I don't think he realizes how much of an impact he has on my life. I love him so much and am going to be completely lost without him.
I can't stand the thought that he's leaving in approximately 6 months and I don't want to even think about it. So please don't mention it. Seriously I want to cry just writing this... (Okay that's a lie. I am crying.) I had my first public beak down tonight when Jacob said something about how quickly he'd be gone. I had to run out of the auditorium and didn't even make it out before I broke down and started bawling. Cassidee chased after me and held me while I cried reassuring me... Then she started crying. It was bad. Next year is going to be bad.
I'm gonna miss him more than he knows.
If only more elder brothers had such a positive impact on their siblings' lives. :/
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